hmm.. finally have time for a new post..

ehh.. nothing much i wanna say.. too much details.. got posted to ocs.. wasnt a good exp.. cultural shock during the first wk.. everythg's so different from bmt.. hectic life with quite a number of fucked up pple in my platoon.. trapped in this new environment.. was really suffering.. kept questioning myself wat the hell i was doing there.. almost got into depression i guess.. but luckily i had a buddy who cared for me.. helped me thru the first two wks.. but sad sia coz he's now in ada.. and now my new buddy is @*#&$^%! .. guess someday gonna use matador rite into his face..

& my parents are the only ones i can talk to every nite.. cant possibly call my friends after lights out.. and honestly there were times i almost cried.. missed them too much.. miss my friends too.. so dont b surprised if u see tears when we meet up...